I Woke Up Alive

[Verses 1:]
Down with the pills
Up with the rage
Excuse me while
I disengage
I am a daughter
I am my own father
I am no longer
The patron saint of freedom
And believing
That “everything happens for a reason”

This is senseless
I am defenseless
When you’re the victim
They call you “relentless”
“strong”, “resilient,”
“you’re brave, You’re brilliant.”

I don’t care what you name me today
Whatever you say I’m stuck this way

[Chorus:]
I woke up alive on my deathbed
Said I should be happy about it
Now I carry on in a coffin
There’s nothing you can do to stop it

I woke up alive on my deathbed
I woke up alive on my deathbed
I woke up alive
I woke up alive
I woke up alive on my deathbed

[Verses 2:]
Down and out without a doubt
But know one knows, I’m up and about
Trying to lie now
So nobody asks how
I am feeling, I am reeling
With constant disappearing
Moments I am hoping I can find some day

In with the good, out with the bad
The worst of times 'r' the best I had
Trying to find out
What to do now
With this heartache, this headache
The mistakes i have made
To give my bad karma
Its very first birthday

[Chorus:]
I woke up alive on my deathbed
Said I should be happy about it
Now I carry on in a coffin
There’s nothing you can do to stop it

I woke up alive on my deathbed
I woke up alive on my deathbed
I woke up alive
Woke up alive
I woke up alive on my deathbed

[Bridge:]
How will I know if I ever get well?
How will I know if I ever get well?
How will I know if I ever get well?
How will I know if I ever get well?
If I ever get well?

I
I fear
I live with fear
I live with fear

How will I know if I ever get well?
How will I know if I ever get well?
How will I know if I ever get well?
How will I know if I ever get well?
If I ever get well?

Maybe I can live with fear
Maybe I can learn to live with fear
Maybe I can learn to live without fear

How will I know if I ever get well?
How will I know if I ever get well?
How will I know if I ever get well?
How will I know if I ever get well?
If I ever get well?

Maybe I can learn to live without fear here

[Chorus:]
I woke up alive on my deathbed
Said I should be happy about it
Now I carry on in a coffin
There’s nothing you can do to stop it

I woke up alive on my deathbed
I woke up alive on my deathbed
I woke up alive
Woke up alive
I woke up alive on my deathbed

Maybe I can learn to live without fear here
Maybe I can learn to live without fear here
Maybe I can learn to live without fear here

I woke up alive on my —