Breaking Both

[Part 1:]
I wanna feel love
I don't wanna find it
I wanna show you
But all I do is hide it
I wanna be touched
But something always fights the skin and the hands and mouth away

I'm on the outside
And I don't wanna come in
I'll be alone now
But my relief is a sin
You don't get me
And I don't wanna get you

[Pre-Chorus:]
I keep going
Back and forth for
More and more and more

[Chorus:]
I get stuck inside myself
Like I'm a rubber garbage bag
Try to punch my way back out
But I keep breaking both my hands

(Woah, woah, woah, woah)

[Part 2:]
I wanna know you
But I don't wanna lose me
I wanna be calm
But I want to be free
I don't get you
And you don't wanna get me

You think I'm tough now
But all I am is a shell
If this is heaven
Then I don't wanna know hell
I wanna go slow and live it up
So I don't make the samе mistakes

[Pre-Chorus:]
I keep going
Back and forth for
More and more and morе

[Chorus:]
I get stuck inside myself
Like I'm a rubber garbage bag
Try to punch my way back out
But I keep breaking both my hands

[Doubletime Rap Part:]
If I never get full what’s the point of filling up?
Never gave a **** never ever fully loved
I don’t think I ever wanna give it up
To anyone 'cause I only wanna want myself
I'm not cynical you’re just critical
My pain is clinical
Brain is riddled with going around and around and around
'til I hit the ground

[Rap Part:]
I keep writing myself in circles and it will never sell
Why do I smoke myself into heaven to escape from hell
When hell is all I make in my secret little space
That I can't get out of anyway

[Chorus:]
I get stuck inside myself
Like I'm a rubber garbage bag
Try to punch my way back out
But I keep breaking both my hands

(Woah, woah, woah, woah)

(stuck inside myself)
(like I'm a rubber garbage bag)
(punch my way back out)
(but I keep breaking both my hands)

(Woah, woah, woah, woah)

[Rap Part:]
I keep writing myself in circles and it will never sell
Why do I smoke myself into heaven to escape from hell
When hell is all I make in my secret little space that I can't get out of anyway