i wish it was me (after all) [remix]

[Intro: ToxiPlays]
(One, two, one, two, three, hey)
(Fetch me their souls)
(​deadbyoctober)

[Pre-Chorus: ToxiPlays]
I still can't believe you pulled the trigger
You left your key in my place
This hole is only gettin' deeper
I let you into my space
A crash out lil' baby

[Chorus: ToxiPlays]
Girl, just admit that shit look a fucking mess
Ho, is you cool?
I said I had no regrets, and did I lie? Huh, maybe
I told my friends about you, they had swore I was crazy
So you won't have me looking like a **** crybaby, oh, no

[Verse: ToxiPlays]
Flatter your friends to not make a mess
Leave out the truth and the rest of that
Kind of a beautiful lesson that I learned, mm-mm
Baby, I hurt, but don't mention that
Write out the pain and the rest of that
If you wanted fire, let it burn, mm-mm
I only wish that I had did it though
You were always fuming and I never really wanted smoke
You tell 'em about me as if we were just some kinda joke
I'm still not sure what kinda demon that I had invoked
Can I tell the truth 'bout what I said? I was just lying to your face
I didn't care that much anyway, huh
You see all this smoke and wonder how that can be good for my brain (One, two)
I was wondering the same thing (You're too slow)

[Chorus: ToxiPlays]
When you stabbed me in the back, yeah
I was gone, out, fade to black, huh
I'm not dumb, no, knew we couldn't last
I just find myself wishin' that I was the one to tell you that
Pray the Lord find pity on my soul
Hydroplanin', I think I'm spinnin' outta control

[Outro]
(Holy shit)