I Wish I Was Dead

[Verse]
I wish that I was dead
Sleepless nights inside my bed
Constant tossin and turnin
I wake with demons in my head
Pleading for murder and blood shed
Man fuck all these cold sweats
Runnin drippin down my neck
Yeah I wish that I was dead

Constantly always alone
No where to go
Bitch i'm a ghost
I fade away
Now I turn into smoke
I am the ash on the blunt
Lemme go
Piercing the crucifix deep in my soul
Hoping that it will take all of my sins
But just to find out that this shit is a joke
Abandon god cause he is a hoe

Just a lonely road that repeats
I'm sitting and thinking about my own defeat
The tale of $ith Lord is complete
Without my energy I am deceased
Gathering my children cause I am the holy priest
Casting spells inside a well
I guess i'll see you 6ft deep
I feel bad for anybody who has fell in love with me
Cause i'm so god damn selfish
All I think about is me
Just a young depressed kid
Who wants to die inside the sea
And finally i'll be at peace
With my ancestry bitch

FUCK THIS SHIT MAN
FUCK THIS SHIT
FUCK THIS SHIT MAN
FUCK THIS SHIT
FUCK THIS SHIT MAN
FUCK THIS SHIT
FUCK THIS SHIT MAN
FUCK THIS SHIT
I wish that I was dead