I Cannot Win

[Hook]
Depression depression I cannot win

[Chorus]
All these thoughts inside my mind
I'm loosin time
I'm going crazy
I don't think no one can save me
From the ancient abyss
That is inside me
All this depression
It got me
Just a light being stuck
Inside a body
Demons come and embody
Not feelin godly

[Verse]
Ridin in that green mercury cougar
Grrippin the rougher
Bitch I am my own shoota
Might just pop one
Then go loot ya
Cause I gotta fill this emty space
Within my chest
I hold my breath
I'm loosing feeling what is next
My body aches my body shakes
I cannot breath i'm loosing faith
Trying to speak to god but he won't answer me
So I just get down on my knees
And pray to Satan
To come and take me away
Bring me back to where I came
Across the ocean where my body lay
Deep down inside my cave
Is where I conjure all my demons
So I mettle with the blade
Slice open my stomach
For the sacrifice today
So bring the flames
I'm dead already anyways
What can I say
I'm really fucked up in the brain
I just wanna blow up everything
Wipe my existence from this plain