The sixth track on Nessa Barrett’s EP is a song about her boyfriend Jaden Hossler according to a tiktok posted by the singer where she used this audio and tagged Hossler, who she credits as the one person who keeps her happy.
[Verse 1]
You're my Jesus, you're my God
The one before was just a fraud
He shut me in a tiny box
And told me I was hard to love
[Pre-Chorus]
I wake up at night, screaming
I'm scared to shut my eyes, demons
But with your arms around me, I'm as safe as can be
Never been this happy, so
[Chorus]
I wanna die when you kiss me slowly
I'd be just fine if my blood stopped flowing
My, oh, my, I'm terrified
I know the rest of my life won't compare to these nights with you
I wanna die when you touch my body
Every time you stop, my skin starts crawling
My, oh, my, you made my life
So, somеone better rеad my rights
I wanna die, yeah, yeah
I wanna die, yeah, yeah
I wanna die, yeah, yeah
I wanna die, I wanna die
[Verse 2]
Oh, you saved me from a straight up crisis
Wanna drink you like wine, Dionysos
Everybody in my life got prices
Too high to pay, uh-oh
[Pre-Chorus]
I still wake up at night, screaming
I'm scared to shut my eyes, demons
But with your arms around me, I'm as safe as can be
Never been this happy, so
[Chorus]
I wanna die when you kiss me slowly
I'd be just fine if my blood stopped flowing
My, oh, my, I'm terrified
I know the rest of my life won't compare to these nights with you
I wanna die when you touch my body
Every time you stop, my skin starts crawling
My, oh, my, you made my life
So, someone better read my rights
I wanna die, yeah, yeah
I wanna die, yeah, yeah
I wanna die, yeah, yeah
I wanna die, I wanna die
[Outro]
I wanna die
I wanna die
I wanna die, I wanna die
i wanna die was written by Robert Soukiasyan & Evan Blair & Asia Whiteacre & Nessa Barrett.
i wanna die was produced by Robert Soukiasyan.
Nessa Barrett released i wanna die on Fri Sep 10 2021.