I’ve Been Okay

(Chorus)
Yeah, I’ve been okay
Repeating the process
Same shit all day
Yeah, I’ve been okay
Repeating the process
Stay in bed all day

(Verse)
Yeah I promise you that I am fine
It’s so prolific, can’t explain it in a few lines
Smoke a couple grams til I fall asleep in my bed
Or I’ll stay awake for hours, stagnant inside my own dread
Thinking about every single person that I’ve ever hurt
With my indecisive mind and how I cut things off too short
Without reason other than I’m fucked up inside of my head
So I’ll stay awake for hours wishing I was fucking dead

It’s that moment of feeling that nothing is permanent
Lay here thinking bout meaning since dying is imminent
I have no meaning cause life just keeps on going
And I’ve been stuck hoping that I’ll keep on growing
To be a better man to make meaning start showing
Cause since I was a child I always had this feeling
That one day I’d end up dead due to never healing
It’s almost like at night the words are on the fucking ceiling

That giving up is the best option, I think it often
You need to find a passion, positive reaction
That’s where you’ll find your meaning, please just believe me
This keeps me from leaving, yeah I’m still breathing
If you’re tired of feeling nothing it’s time to feel something
And that something can come from absolutely nothing
Like I found purpose inside of nonsense verses
So won’t you find the courage to let your colors flourish

(Chorus)
Yeah, I’ve been okay
Repeating the process
Same shit all day
Yeah, I’ve been okay
Repeating the process
Stay in bed all day