Coward

(Chorus)
I’m a coward
Say it louder
For the ones in the back
Yeah I’m uninspired
I’m a loser
The abuser
Of myself and my mind
Yeah I have no future

(Verse 1)
Yeah I’m running from my demons but I’m falling in the deep end
The fear depends on my demons like are they fucking creepin’
Up at 7AM again and this weed has got me thinking
I think I’m about to lost it all just take the plunge and fucking fall
Cause really what’s the fucking point if I can’t even put up a fight
Spark another joint and then pretend like everything’s alright
I’ve never been one for a healthy coping mechanism
So I guess that you could just call me a seriously fucked up organism

(Pre-Chorus)
Cause I always write these stupid songs about how I am feeling
Unsure how to formulate thoughts for no goddamn valid reason
Not sure why I always put myself straight down into the dirt
Maybe I’m hoping for a way to hide away all of the hurt

(Chorus)
I’m a coward
Say it louder
For the ones in the back
Yeah I’m uninspired
I’m a loser
The abuser
Of myself and my mind
Yeah I have no future

(Verse 2)
How come half the time I don’t even feel like I am alive
Running through my life without a single ounce of fucking drive
Like at one point in my life I must’ve had some normal thoughts
But since age ten I lost control and now my mind is calling shots
Half of my life I’ve been fucking stuck living inside of the dark
Doing all I can searching for some hope just a little spark
It seems like I’ve tried everything in the book to get better
But something’s still missing late at night like there must be something greater

(Pre-Chorus)
Cause I always write these stupid songs about how I am feeling
Unsure how to formulate thoughts for no goddamn valid reason
Not sure why I always put myself straight down into the dirt
Maybe I’m hoping for a way to hide away all of the hurt

(Chorus)
I’m a coward
Say it louder
For the ones in the back
Yeah I’m uninspired
I’m a loser
The abuser
Of myself and my mind
Yeah I have no future