I usually don’t do this

'I think I'm losing my ways
I feel like there's nothing to say
I stumble and fall everyday
I fade away'

[Verse 1]
Usually this pain isnt new to me
Foolishly displaying and embracing tom foolery
I blew the trees
You blew me off but I grew within
Glued to sin
Stuck in the valley of shadows moving things
Pluggin in
Fussin and fighting
Bringing the lightning
So we thunder in
Barking and biting
Kinging on doorbells and you can hear the ring
Penman shipping the cargo one word at a swing
Throwing hands in the ring

I, I think of running
I think of running
Run from the world
I think of running
Run from myself
I think of running

Cos there's nothing to say
Stuck and I'm lost in my ways
Dodging the calls everyday
Talking to y'all ain't the same
Something has change
Some of us changed'

[Verse 2]
Usually the friendships just ruin me
Fluently expressing all the things that keep moving me
Ruling me
Taking complete control of the newer me
Cluelessly
I dont even know what to do with me
Narcissistic
I listened to the gears when iCar was shifting
Learnt just how to switch up to new levels swiftly
Clutch and bob, moving iffy
Turn the knob and just do the shifting

' I , I, I, I know why
I mind being with you

Early nights
Breaking up fights
And the dirty Sprite
Turning on lights
Getting on the ride
When I'm on the ride
Fucking up the vibe
I know why I mind'

[Outro]
Usually I'm used to just doing me
Proving that approval is a thing I dont usually seek
Uhm , my mood
"Naaah I blew it"