I think it’s time

[Verse 1]
The vocabulary
It's feeling really heavy
With the words that will hurt
Make me want to go into the dirt
You never learn shit there
You only get hurt bitch
And you're always getting blaimed
For shit you didn't do
Then you lock yourself in a room
And nobody ever gonna be giving a fuck
That's what they say bruh
And I'm fed-up, bummed-out
Still weeping and dreaming, beleiving
There's a point that still excists
Anything anymore
Or is my perseption of reality that bad
Or really that sad
I don't know what is properly there anymore
Probably nothing though
Send me 6 feet below
That's wеre I belong
As you should know
I don't need a happy world
Becausе it's not nessecary to me
And you would leave me alone if you knew me

[Verse 2]
You know I want to die tonight
So please let me die tonight
Let me get a rope and let me choke
Knocked in a coffin
Not gonna cough it
Coughing out blood
I'm gonna be coughing and attacking myself
I really don't care
How bad any of this
Bullshit it
Because I wanna be able to go through life wothout
Any of this feeling in my mind
So let me decide how I want to live my life
Anyway I want but it's captivating
All of me though
Because it is not important to me anymore
Because I know I'l appear dead on the floor
So please don't poke because you know I'm a dead man