​i only let u down

[Verse 1]
I'm embarrassed of how I bring it up again
'Cause I know at some point it has to end
But I've been holding you like water in my hands

[Verse 2]
And we were kissing in the back of my apartment
And I know someday we'd stop talking
But it's all so disappointing

[Pre-Chorus]
You make me feel like I'm out of my mind
For loving you this hard after all this time
But I'd rather say it than to smile and lie
So don't tell me I'm out of my mind, I know

[Chorus]
I only let you down, I only let you down
I only let you down, I only let you down

[Verse 3]
And you don't have to remind me that I wasn't good enough
Every time we talk, I notice it too much
And I know that the next ten years will be rough

[Verse 4]
Don't look at me as if you're scared I'm leaving
You know damn well I'd be the only one grieving
You took away everything I believed in

[Pre-Chorus]
You make me feel like I'm out of my mind
For loving you this hard after all this time
But I'd rather say it than to smile and lie
So don't tell me I'm out of my mind, I know

[Chorus]
I only let you down, I only let you down
I only let you down, tell me are you happier now?
I only let you down, I only let you down
I only let you down, I am not happier now