​it’s december and i’m tired of being brave

[Verse 1]
Oh, it's gotten so bad, shouldn’t be left by myself anymore
And I wouldn't say I'm sad, I kind of don’t feel these things anymore

[Pre-Chorus]
Could you love me while I hate myself?
Or would you tell me to get some help?

[Chorus]
'Cause every time our stars collide I still survive even if my spark has died
You still try to stand soul ties and lifelines, but he proved me wrong every time

[Post-Chorus]
Who will love me while I hate myself?
Who will understand all the pain I've felt?

[Verse 2]
Oh, it's already December, and I'm tired of being so brave
When every feeling I remember cuts me like the sharpest blade

[Pre-Chorus]
Could you love me while I hate myself?
Or would you tell me to get some help?

[Chorus]
'Cause every time our stars collide I still survive even if my spark has died
You still try to stand soul ties and lifelines, but he proved me wrong every time

[Post-Chorus]
So who will love me while I hate myself?
Who will understand all the pain I've felt?

[Outro]
Every time our stars collide I still survive even if my spark has died