I miss you! Etc.

I’ve got nobody to talk to I’m bored out of my mind
And the only thing that I still haven’t thought about tonight
Is how I have so many people I could talk to
But I’ll just get bored, and wish that I was talking to you
I make myself sick, because it just don’t make sense
How I could put so much work into something so meaningless
It’s been over a month, I’m stronger than this
I’m meet you and I remember about loneliness

I only got to hear your voice on a cellphone
I never got to watch you smile
Yet here I am completely stuck thinking, “What the fuck could be wrong me?"
I wish I never said that I was tired and hung up, but I was so afraid of saying something dumb
So I pretended to be asleep, later that night you texted me, “I miss you, good night”

Maybe it was just a joke but it’s a good one
Could you tell it again?
Oh, please tell it again
Maybe this was just a joke, but it’s a good one
Could you tell me again?
Oh, please tell me again

Should I drive up to your city at 3 am?
I got work in the morning but I couldn’t care less
It’s been months since I told myself I would do this

Thought I would come back home and we would both hangout
Its fine that we don’t, I think I’m over it now
If I just go there, we’ll have closure
Then I can just pretend that it’s over