I’m Off My Meds

All these thoughts up in my head
I'm feelin' crazy every day
There's no escape ahead
Sick to my stomach
Keep 'em comin'
Chewing pills like candy
Get high for my sanity
I don't wanna lie
Not doing fine
Just finished crying, baby

Makeup stains up in my bed
Need you to hold me, keep me close
I'm off my fuckin' meds
My head is spinnin'
Thoughts so chilling
Think of dying lately
Wake up feeling like this daily
Dreams of open veins
Blood down the drain
This shit is fuckin' scary

Tell me how it feels, now
Watch me as I break down
Shatter every mirror
I don't recognize my face now
Slipping back, old habits
Down the hole, I'm chasing rabbits
I'm a fairy, broken wings
I don't think I'm from this planet

Yeah, I
I can't hold it inside
Feel dead but I'm alive
Don't wanna have to try
To hold my head up high
I'm sick and fucking tired
I need my head rewired
My body feels expired
I'll set myself on fire

All these thoughts up in my head
I'm feelin' crazy every day
There's no escape ahead
Sick to my stomach
Keep 'em comin'
Chewing pills like candy
Get high for my sanity
I don't wanna lie
Not doing fine
Just finished crying, baby

Makeup stains up in my bed
Need you to hold me, keep me close
I'm off my fuckin' meds
My head is spinnin'
Thoughts so chilling
Think of dying lately
Wake up feeling like this daily
Dreams of open veins
Blood down the drain
This shit is fuckin' scary