Dead Fairy

Waking up, daily
My heart is aching
Light inside my eyes
See it fading
Getting dolled up
Just so I feel something
Pretty bitch
Won't leave my bedroom for nothing

Big shoes, short skirt
Painted smile, but it hurts
I still know my fucking worth
Tell me baby, what's the cure?

Confidence on fucking ten
Why do I still hate myself?
Tell me what the hell this is
I'm so tired of this shit

Eyeliner running with my tears
Wipe my eyes, my makeup smeared
I don't wanna feel like this
Intoxicated, finding bliss
Butterflies all in my chest
Heavy breathing, can I rest?
Anxiety, it ruins me
I just wanna be set free

I just wanna, I just wanna
I just wanna be
I just wanna be
I just wanna be set free
I just wanna be
I just wanna be set free
I just wanna be
I just wanna be set free

Every day's the same
Every day, I do the same damn thing
What's the point? It's so fucked
Every moment stings like a bee
Bury me with my broken wings
Dead fairy in the ground
Gunshot, ears ring

Big shoes, short skirt
Painted smile, but it hurts
I still know my fucking worth
Tell me baby, what's the cure?

Confidence on fucking ten
Why do I still hate myself?
Tell me what the hell this is
I'm so tired of this shit

I'm so tired of this shit
I'm so tired of this shit
I'm so tired of this shit
I'm so tired of this shit
I'm so tired of this shit
I'm so tired of this shit
I'm so tired of this shit
I'm so fucking tired