I’m Failing To See How This Is A Good Idea

And I can't sleep and the sun is rising
Another 37 hours before I can sleep
My days and nights are rolling into one
And I'm losing track of where I am
And I'm failing to see how this is a good idea
The heavy breathing and the blood coming up from my lungs
I'm failing to see how this is a good idea
The heavy breathing and the blood coming up from my lungs
There is no reason for you to worry about me
I'm doing fine just watch and see
Ok, I'll admit that there are some things that really fucked me
But I'm over it now, so get off my back and let me fucking be
And i can't sleep and the sun is rising
Another 37 hours that I've been awake
My days and nights are rolling into one
And I'm losing track of who I am
And I'm failing to see how this is a good idea
The heavy breathing and the blood coming up from my lungs
I'm failing to see how this is a good idea
The heavy breathing and the blood coming out from my mouth
Fuck this
The way we fall so fast and hard
With no one to catch us when things fall apart
No wonder we're broken and wrecked from the start
When everything's ruined because of our past
Ok, I'll admit that there are some things that really fucked me
But I'm over it now, so get off my back and let me fucking be
Now hear me out
My back's fucking breaking and I can't hold this weight
Try carrying the world with nothing but hope