i’ll just die (for your sake)

[Intro]
Uh, yeah, you told me to die, what for?
Is it 'cause I poured my all into us, but you walked out the door?
Is it 'cause I wasn't enough?
Is it 'cause you ain't give a fuck?
I should just shut up
But I speak out, I act out, I try my best
But at the end of the day, it's hard to rest
I feel like my life is at stake, it's been put to the test
I just wish you the best

[Verse]
If you really want me to die, I'll do it
Honestly, ion like how fast I've been movin'
Fucked me up, you ain't give no fucks, grabbed my heart and took it
Took me for granted, my heart was handed to you
But you took that as a way to use me, get me to do what you wanted me to
Won't admit to your actions
This why I'm scared of attachments
You know what you did, you lie 'bout it, you don't care that I'm damaged!
You lie, you cheat, you ruinin' lives!
You told me to die, I wonder why, you know I don't like my life!
I'm used to bein' used, abused, misconstrued, thought you would change that!
But you hurt me, when I gave you my all, fuck, I hate that!
If you didn't love me at all, why in the fuck you ain't say that?!
I tried to take my life with you
Wanted to make you my wife, but you
Broke me down, said I was nothin', was it really true love?
It couldn't be 'cause I know you wasn't givin' a fuck!
Broke my heart, you tear me down, but you used my fears against me, bitch!
I let you in, you tore me apart, I watched you break my heart
I'm a product of toxicness
I get too damn lost in mess
You was the love of my life, but I shouldn't have gotten involved with this, fuck