i’ll find you, somewhere

[Intro]
I'm obsessed with you, because I hate myself
Wish you weren't so far away, I'm lonely as hell
Though my heart is still on fire I don't wanna yell
I don't want this to go bad so I can't ever tell, yeah

[Verse 1]
Don't get too close, I'll get attached
Lost feelings when two weeks pass
If you too nosy, get off my ass
I think you fake, I'ma do the dash
Mind your business
You didn't care when I was missing
Got your ears plugged when you should've listened
I'm just mad, but I ain't 'bout dissin' (Yeah, yeah)
M-Most people just come and go, so why is you stuck in my head?
Most nights, I think too much, and I cry alone in my bed
Jealousy a controlling friend, and I really wish she was dead
But real shit, she know me too well, this cycle never ends (Ayy)
W-Why you with my friends but never say a word to me?
I hate to think the worst but I'd be better off if you would leave
I know I'm wrong, I know I'm greedy, but you only really need me
Don't come crawling back when you see me up on the TV
Think 'bout you too much, like "Do I even do this shit for myself?"
Reach out to the world, do y'all ever hear my cries? Well
Fuck it, it's whatever, got new fits got new leather
Stupid bitch just know I'm better, know I'm better, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
Where the fuck my true love at? Swear I'll find you somewhere
And I feel like I deserve this shit, so why this so unfair?
I been searching
I know that you out there, I know that someone cares
My heart is open, my heart is open, lays bare
Where the fuck my true love at? Swear I'll find you somewhere
And I feel like I deserve this shit, so why this so unfair?
I been searching
I know that you out there, I know that someone cares
My heart is open, my heart is open, lays bare

[Bridge]
You know something?
I was the class leading from grade one onward
Being class leader sucks!
All you do is look after people
And you even have to be responsible for what they do
I always got— stuck doing all the crappy jobs
That's why— this position now
So nobody can say "May you be the leader"
So back off and take care of your own problems, so time won't te—

[Verse 2]
Get outta here, the fuck is you doing?
Ain't 'bout the money, you better get moving
Walk in the spot, I got a new toolie
I'm shooting my shit like my life a damn movie
You is a bum, face me like a man
I hate hit n runs, I don't do no plans
So this should be fun, I do what I can
I think that's enough
Riding this shit like a wave
These swag stealing fuckers still hate
I could put your ass in the grave
And you'll never know what it's like to get paid
I'm with my bros, don't fuck with the team
My swagger shine bright, like a diamond ring, yeah
This is my year, know I'm really heem

[Verse 3]
You broke, that's sad
You washed, and down bad
What 'bout me? I'm glad, 'cause I threw you in the trash
Stay out my life, no more
Don't come knocking at my door
Too slimy, attention whore
Left me cold and all alone (Ayy, ayy)
I don't mean the words I say, had to get it out my brain
Wish we was on the same page
Wish we was on the same page
Everybody is a villain, they hate to see me winning
Watch me stack it to the ceiling
Bittersweet, that's how I'm—
You broke, that's sad
You washed, and down bad
What 'bout me? I'm glad 'cause I threw you in the trash
Stay out my life, no more
Don't come knocking at my door
Too slimy, attention whore
Left me cold and all alone
I don't mean the words I say, had to get it out my brain
Wish we was on the same page
Wish we was on the same page
Everybody is a villain, they hate to see me winning
Watch me stack it to the ceiling
Bittersweet, that's how I'm feeling