state of confusion

[Intro]
Aw, it's just a baby
Get ready darin
That's a baby—
Hey guys, wait for me!
Uh, I'm scared
Ooh, I'm scared, I-I'm scared, I'm scared
Uh, I'm scared, I—

[Verse 1]
I'm not even living, I'm surviving
Broken feelings, I ain't crying
Hit the ceiling, I can't fly yet
Need some guidance, need a pilot
I'm not tryna make a hit, swear this is a cry for help
Damn, I miss being a kid, everyday weakens my health
My momma ask me if I'm good, why I'm not happy
It was years being misunderstood, I still can hear them laughing
I-I-I-I get so lonely that I reach out to the void
And I pray it holds my hand, but I guess comforts not my choice
The devil's clever 'cause he always finds a way to pull me back
Too many dreams been severed, I'ma always be stuck in the past
I'm so lost, I'm so lost
I-I made it pretty far, but at what cost?
Head down I keep my head down
Head down I keep my head down
Fuck tomorrow, man I'm tryna get through now
Tried to find the key to peace, I hope it comes around
Tired of being hungry, I'm tired of wanting more
I been searching for answers, I ain't find no open doors
Tired of being hungry, I'm tired of wanting more
I been searching for answers, I ain't find no open doors

[Bridge]
*Sobbing*
Please don't worry
Everything will be fine, okay?
Don't cry, 'cause today—

[Verse 2]
All of my hopes, feel them slipping away
This not a trope, this my life everyday
When shit going bad they say you better pray
Ain't nothing gon' change if I don't make that change
Face it, if you ain't try you ain't gon' make it
You ain't an angel, you graceless
G-G-Give me a reason to get outta bed, 'cause I swear it's always the same shit
Why does it always feel like everybody's against me?
My mind just been telling me lies, I fell for the trap
Ayy, fuck all your remedies
Scared to reach out, 'cause I know you don't care
But I wonder, do you miss me?
Can't get past the past, I'm missing what we had
(And it's killing me)

[Verse 3]
Turn my back, I keep on runnin'
Heavy weight, sick to my stomach
Tried to act like it ain't nothing
Tried to act like it ain't nothing
Don't call my phone, don't need your help
I can't be saved, know you mean well
But no-one knows the way I felt
What happens next, guess time will tell
Turn my back, I keep on runnin'
Heavy weight, sick to my stomach
Tried to act like it ain't nothing
Tried to act like it ain't nothing
Don't call my phone, don't need your help
I can't be saved, know you mean well
But no-one knows the way I felt
What happens next, guess time will tell