I’ll Be Here

For me or against me
With or wihtout
I spoke the same words ten years ago
And you walked out
Well, no doubt
It ain't all love
And you know me, my bitter ness fits like a killers golf gloves
Never enough
What i heap on and try to do
Then i remember myself
Try to forget you
Do whatever it is we do to get through
End of hte day it don't matter who turns the screws
You ain't put in the work
You ain't get the payoff
You ain't get the paycheck?
It wasn't about a layoff
As of the time i was 5, iwas already a writer
I thought we was boys, we coulnd't have been less tighter
Look, what you do doesn't even effect me
I never asked you to help me, much less protect me
Forget me
Do your best, I promise it's fine
But don't make yourself look sheepish, trying to covet what's mine
It's fine
Just tow your end of the line
I'll still be here next time

Big man
Hung up on whatever it is
I don't get up in your personal space
Don't go hating on my shit
I don't give a fuck about anyone, I got NOFRIENDS
Cowards misundersatnd
That means i got more friends
Your ends
Don't stack up in my cellar, i'm more of that cellar dwellar type
Type a dude to bring a pipebomb to a knife fight
If i go down i'm taking everybody around with me, aight?
One night, you might hear my name in conversation
Reflect on my words, how you resigned to stagnation
Just remmeber
I gave you an outstretche dhand
You gave me nothing but a bunch of bullshit from the stands
So put your hands up where my eyes can see
I don't do this for you
I do this for me

Summer was too hot for me
Winter too cold
There's no spring or fall
I'm getting too old
Do your best, i promise it's fine
I'll still be here when you show up nextime

Chill in the air
Same old same old
You know me
Most comfortable cold
Clouds in the sky
Eyes all red
Ask for more time
Dark too soon instead
Can't forget
And can't remember
Been a long time since that last december