I’ll Always Be Alone

I'm just somebody that no one knows
I know I'll always be alone
I got no place to call my own
I got no girl to call my own
And nobody hits up my phone
And nobody picks up they phone
I stay faded I'm always blown
So maybe I'll just slit my throat
Maybe I'll just slit my throat
Lately I've been swimming in an ocean of patron
I can't even feel a thing I'm always in the zone
Hidin' my emotions
Some secrets I'll never show

I don't understand a single thing that I've been thinking
Instead of tryna' comprehend it I've been fucking drinking
And I've been off this shit
Everybody knows I've been tweakin'
Cuz' I treat everyday like a party
Like it's the weekend
Cryin' out for help
This an SOS
I'm running out of time it don't make no sense
I'm running out of time check the new rolex
But I been on my grind
I don't take no rests

I'm fighting fire with fire
This choppa' seem like a choir
I'm gettin' money and bitches
And all the things I desire
But I'm still empty inside despite all the shit I acquired
And I got everything I wanted
I'm already retired
I'll never smile the way that everybody else does
I wish I could go back wherever the hell I fell from
I wish I had feelings I really wish that I felt some
I wish I believed in myself cuz' nobody else does

I'm just somebody that no one knows
I know I'll always be alone
I got no place to call my own
I got no girl to call my own
And nobody hits up my phone
And nobody picks up they phone
I stay faded I'm always blown
So maybe I'll just slit my throat
Maybe I'll just slit my throat
Lately I've been swimming in an ocean of patron
I can't even feel a thing I'm always in the zone
Hidin' my emotions
Some secrets I'll never show

Another night of city life
Another night of city life
Discussing all my filthy lies
Got so much pain inside my eyes
Got so much pain I might just die
I spend all day just gettin' high
I spend all day inside my mind with all the things that I deny
Ya'll know I live under the rain
And I'm insane I lost my brain
Another memory like (?)
And so much shit I can't explain
I'm cuttin' white I'm on cocaine
And I been sippin on this drink'
And I been sippin on that drink so much I feel like Lil Wayne

I just copped a new Mercedes
You pussies gotta pay me
It's DempseyRollBoy on the track
And I'm the one that made me
That's real shit no maybe
Nothin' that is shady
I turn down labels
(?)
And I don't give a fuck
Cuz' I'ma do this shit my own way
I said that from the beginning way back when I was a no-name
I'm ahead of everybody
Cuz' I never at my own age
It's just me vs myself
I guess I've always played my own game

I'm just somebody that no one knows
I know I'll always be alone
I got no place to call my own
I got no girl to call my own
And nobody hits up my phone
And nobody picks up they phone
I stay faded I'm always blown
So maybe I'll just slit my throat
Maybe I'll just slit my throat
Lately I've been swimming in an ocean of patron
I can't even feel a thing I'm always in the zone
Hidin' my emotions
Some secrets I'll never show