Cyber Crush

I had a cyber crush on a virtual girl
She was the only one connected to me in the whole world
My money doubled and then tripled now I'm runnin' the world
But lately I been in my feelings
I'm alone in the world

None of it was real
Just an internet romance
Broken heart emojis cuz' we never got to hold hands
Broken heart emojis cuz' we never got to hold hands
She was never mine she was just another DempseyRoll fan
I called her on my phone before I almost signed a deal
She was the only one who cared about how I feel
Cuz' I ain't got no one in real life to keep it real
Shawty was my weakness
She softened my heart of steel
Every night I wonder what we could have been but but
That's the past now
That's the past now
Every night I wonder what I coulda did but but
That's the past now
That's the past now

So it don't even matter
Nothin' matters when you're dead
When there's a thousand different things
You coulda' did you coulda' said
But you decided just to run away and make a name instead
And now you live with that decision until you run out of breath
And when they all go up in flames
And when they all be sick of fame
And one day my heart gon' be colder than the VV's on my chains
And one day I'll be disappointed in the person I became
And one day I'll just give up baby and jump in front of a train

Smokin' a pack of cigarettes
I turn into a silhouette
I'm hollow I put on a facade
I'm a fuckin' hypocrite
I wanna disappear from this planet that I'm imprisoned in
Cuz' I'm not even real
I'm really what artificial is
I can't put down the drugs
I've been battling my addiction
I don't have no self control
Never had any damn prescription
Haters try and shoot me down
They don't have enough ammunition
I'm ready for war
I swear that I'm savage
I go ballistic

My cyber crush crushed me
I wish she'd just trust me
My cyber crush crushed me
I wish she'd just trust me
We'll never talk again
I still think that she misjudged me
I still overthink everyday
And I don't love me

It don't even matter
Nothing matters when you're dead
When there's a thousand different things
You coulda' did you coulda' said
But you decided just to run away and make a name instead
And now you live with that decision until you run out of breath