I Hated

[Verse 1]
This room
Has become my prison
Of dark days, and darker nights
A hate growing like a life
I never wished
An existence for
Am I the reason
You're not alive?
I'm falling
To my knees
Have you gone?
Have you gone?
I still want to be with you
And if you go
I would go too
I still want to be with you
I'll find you in a place I never thought true
And I'll see your face as I slipped away
Back to my darkest day
I once had nothing
I once had nothing to lose

[Chorus]
The thought that I've torn the smile from your pale-skinned face
I've took your love and I've turned it into hate
The thought that I've torn the smile from your pale-skinned face
I've took your love and I've turned it into hate

[Bridge]
And I hate myself
For the love I can't show
And I convinced myself
That I will never deserve
And I hate myself
For the love I can't show
And I convinced myself
That I will never deserve