I Hate Myself More Than You Ever Could

[Chorus]
I mean, I still see you out
All around town, pick you out of the crowd
I'm tryna air it all out
Heard you're settling down
Hate to do this in public
This is the only subject I need to talk about
If you're down
Down and you're out
What if I'm not around? Don't know what you'll allow
If the drugs aren't clean, as they used to be
Since you lost touch with who you met through me

[Verse]
Since you lost touch with who you met through me
Been around
Just got back in town
Bunch of you I just found, still all over my house
Still, it's wearing me down
Shit you pull for the clout
I moved your pictures to cloud, keep me closer to ground
But if you're not around, don't know what I'll allow
Since the drugs aren't clean as they used to be
And since you're not here, no one's offering

[Chorus]
I mean, I still see you out
All around town, pick you out of the crowd
I'm tryna air it all out
Heard you're settling down
Hate to do this in public
This is the only subject I need to talk about
If you're down
And you're out
What if I'm not around? Don't know what you'll allow
And the drugs aren't clean, as they used to be
Since you lost touch with who you met through me