I Don’t Know

[Verse 1]
I fight through the night, and try to make it right
Every time I'm moving forward, I fall far behind
Should I keep pushing through it? Keep being strong?
Or give into the bullshit, load the guns and go to war?
Stress is building up so quick, it's really got me torn
Cause things are get to happening more than rapping
Life is so adamant, just to do battle with
Sever my happiness, damnit man I just cannot handle it
Uh, I'm asking when my ass is in the casket, keep the candle lit
Ain't nothing else to do, no way to fucking do it
If it came to me or you, you can bet I'm pushing through it
It's a kill or be killed world, I'm getting killed now
I'm just keeping it real now, you finna be woke or get ready to hear 'em be loud
So pass up the money and drop 'em, my people are making a deal now
I'm keeping it thugging for reason, believe that I never let tears down
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Nobody to fear now, kneel now
Shit, bow, bow down

[Hook]
I don't know where to go
I can't take this anymo'
I know just what they want
Talk to Bonez, I bet they'd know
Strive, fight, don't let him fall
I just live the life of Bonez
Strive, fight, don't let him fall
I just live the life of, Bonez

[Verse 2]
Come at me sideways, go ahead dawg
Get at me sideways, and get your head blown
I'm sick and tired of the bullshit that you speak
Dawg I see that you believe, what the fuck you see in me?
It's a North Dakota killer soldier, Bonez and Nova, dawg it's over
Got em burning, fucking crossed 'em
Damn it bitch, I thought I told ya
I'm coming to get it baby, I'm getting up out of the ride
They thinking I'm different, better be careful, I'm here
So wicked, I'm breaking em
Fight, fight, fight, fight
Ride, die, doubletime
What did they say about my mind?
Maybe they thinking they 'bout to find
It never changes, mane, shit, it just stays the same
Why should I try at all? And are these words in vain?
And every time I think I finally got it right
I get put back in my place, stand up, Bonez it's time to fight
Well fuck, I guess that's life
All I gotta ask is why?
God, have you forsaken me? My hope and life is on the line

[Hook]
I don't know where to go
I can't take this anymo'
I know just what they want
Talk to Bonez, I bet they'd know
Strive, fight, don't let him fall
I just live the life of Bonez
Strive, fight, don't let him fall
I just live the life of, Bonez

[Verse 3]
There's only so much shit in a man's life be contained
I think I'm done with this, fuck it all, I'm about to break
The troubles, I've had enough, they weighing out my mind
And everyone is thinking that my life is finally blind
Drink my fucking liquor, then there slowly goes my eyes
I got a pack of cigarettes, I guess I'll be alright
Time takes time, efforts are in vain
Walk all night just to find, everything, it stays the same
So close, guess there's closed doors
They don't know Bonez is alone
Another soul for the cold
So front door opens no more
They better not forget this the song
It better be right on their dome
And let 'em all know, so they don't go
God, I hope I ain't wrong
And if I happen to be, God, watch over my family
That's all I ask of thee, damn, it's so saddening
To cease the ruined lives, they look up in my eyes
They need some money and some answers or a Christ-like sacrifice
So keeping it moving and keeping it going
It's getting so difficult, I'm up in the morning
A worthy opponent, the American dream is so dead, shoulda caught it with Bonez
I drop 'em all dead, and my mama was hoping for more whenever I'd come up
But these people, they coming around and they ask me questions like 'What was it all even part of?'
Ugh, and so much pain up out of the brain
I swear to God, I'm going insane
Is this the only way?
And everyday it stays the same, I swear to God, I need to get payed
Before I'm laid to rest, I rest and wither away, aye

[Hook]
I don't know where to go
I can't take this anymo'
I know just what they want
Talk to Bonez, I bet they'd know
Strive, fight, don't let him fall
I just live the life of Bonez
Strive, fight, don't let him fall
I just live the life of, Bonez