Help Me!

[Verse 1: Bonez]
There's not an ounce of 'give a fuck' left in my body
I'll take what I can get from life, not even God can stop me
Probably want me riding, got me popping molly, often coughing
Often costly, do not stopping, that's exactly why I'm watching
I'm dying inside and I thought that you know
There's a reason for people, I've messed up my own
The burden of life as I'm thinking it's torn
So quickly, so cold and it's getting so close
The death of my soul, not living no more
Follow me, follow me, towards the unknown
Follow me, follow me, to the unknown
Follow me, follow me, to the unknown
There's not a fucking thing that you could do to try to fix me
I'm on a suicidal path, I'm taking all ya'll with me
Like I ain't had the tendencies to drugs like this is Mrs Whitney
With taking care of me and mine, to that, I'm sticking strictly
Release the demon, deep in Steven, he be bleeding
Lead me screaming out a lie
I'm screaming "I'm alive"

[Bridge: Sitara]
Somebody help me

[Verse 2: Bonez]
I got a screw loose, there's just something missing in my brain
Cockatoos, deuce, pop, pop, bring the pain
Don't even use it, I'm mentally hurting
Two different names, the caliber burns
Retention for eager and human
Don't murder a human for gain, mane
I got some shit to say, you'd better pay attention
I'm on another level, need I, need I fucking mention
A different dimension had mentalist henchman
To having my weapon, it's catching attention
The vengeance and penance of sinnings could get us protection from all, all
Yeah, the line's strong
Yeah, my mind's wrong
Where's the time gone?
I'm lost in Hell
Someone else had tried to bring me home
But if they fuck it up, I guess we'll never know
There's something deep inside that made me wanna kill again
There's something deep inside that say I'm never healed from it
And if my lady see she say I'm never here for me
Well that's the consequence, I guess I'll have to deal with it
I'm off my rocker, call the doctor
Chain me locked to vodka
Release the monster if I gotta
Then I'll fucking drop it
Your [?] spits hotter than Nevada, call it boiling water
Cruising in front of my money, no drama
I wanna [??] like I'm gonna be honest
I don't plan to waste my time on people any longer
You never fucking killed me dawg, you only made me stronger
Lord don't help me, no don't kill me
Ya'll don't know me, ya'll can't bill me

[Bridge: Sitara]
Somebody help me