I Cry Alone

[Verse 1]
Aye tell the truth
I don't even know where to begin
I've been so confused and patience has been wearing thin
So I create these beats to try and give me peace of mind
Hoping I release these thoughts that have intertwined
Within my heart, soul, and spirit I need clarity
Cause all this pain that I've been feeling has been scaring me
Like why am I this way
All these thoughts in disarray
I just pray one day that all this hurt will dissipate
It's been a couple months since I sat and wrote a song
And all these troubled months make me feel like I don't belong
Up in this music shit
I feel like I'm losing it
I try and speak my heart but I feel like I'm mute and shit
Fuck
Or maybe that's just all inside my head
And maybe I'm the reason why these tears always shed
Or maybe I just gotta' snap the fuck up out this mess
Or maybe I'm just meant to hate myself and be depressed

[Chorus]
I really wish I had some answers now
All these questions really weigh me down
Lately it's been hard to crack a smile
I cry alone when no one's around
I really wish I had some answers now
All these questions really weigh me down
Lately it's been hard to crack a smile
I cry alone when no one's around

[Verse 2]
I try my best to give the best of me
I write this poetry in hopes one day it sets me free
I open up my wounds so I can help you cope with yours
The rain will vanish soon and sunshine will be restored
Haha, but who the fuck am I to preach to you
When I'm still lost myself and struggling to see it through
Feel like a hypocrite cause, I don't take my own advice
I write these scrips and shit but, I don't play these roles in life
It's obvious that I'm unstable and I got my issues
I feel disabled mentally from all the shit I been through
Heart broken, I start choking when tryna' vent
My heart's stolen and cut open from past events
Fuck
I'm sad and happy with this life I live
One day I'm happy and the next wanna' jump off a cliff
Damn
I hope one day I finally find some balance
I hope I find some peace of mind somewhere throughout this madness

[Chorus]
I really wish I had some answers now
All these questions really weigh me down
Lately it's been hard to crack a smile
I cry alone when no one's around
I really wish I had some answers now
All these questions really weigh me down
Lately it's been hard to crack a smile
I cry alone when no one's around