I Can’t Take It

[Coal Cash]

Been spitting since I'm twelve, rhyming for twenty years
This histories been written through blood, sweat and tears
Physically I'm different, the distance never change
Walk myself in circles, but lit eternal flames
Internal pain, will I ever gain the credit
Will I get it to set it , nah forget it I'll never get it
But I'll bet it's embedded, so indebted to my genetics
So I said it prophetic, too poetic for your aesthetics
This is telekinetic yell for medics not dianetics
Where epidemics, eugenics epic residual
You can call me Coal, got the soul of the invisible
The pinnacle of fucking myself to keep it real
I'm glad I never sold out on you to make a deal
But it's true I feel, it's hard to heal from this depression
It's been a long time since I tossed um up a lesson
Blessing the session, no question from adolescence
Repping the essence, spit the influential presence
Repping the penance as the sense breaks pentameter
A half of a bar over to show Coals not an amateur
A whole lot of stamina the soul of a damager
The polar parameter is colder than Canada
Amateurs should never attempt to implement
The heaven sent, better lament for the sacred
One day this shit'll change, how much longer can I take it

"I can't take it, I've waited long enough.."

[Father Focus Confucius]

Behold the Wendigo, I lost my mother, wondered where did Wendy go
I lost my mind, I let my mental go but I remember yo
I tried to end the show, they sent the crows, don't need ascending ropes
Present the world is special, never ending flow will let it glow
As time and place that I been before
I'm ready to get up my ?? up shit's creek with no peddle, peep my attempts to row
The questions pose the answers I've been waiting for, I may never know
The chemical imbalance and ?? I used to ?? for
How long I been waiting and the sick with the living is waking
Since the ?? car free lunches, I ain't been giving a ticket
I hadn't been giving a minute to kick it and I've been driven the sickness
I've been living in the world but I ain't been giving a sip of the liquid
This is the rebuilding, three villains be killing
Each willing to refill the streets with our speech spilling
Deep drilling stop deep pilling for the cheap thrilling
Now the times they are a changing like B. Dillon
The free fallen is a free filling, Lord willing
We should be award winning, support a war with um
More than a warlord force over scorn rhythm
Leaving our victims on floors feeling like Thor hit um
Send um to morticians looking like an act of God
For acting fraud or tryna stall the progress of my savage squad
I'm pulling these rappers cards for jacking hard and faking
Cuz for now our crowns and castles are the only thing I'm taking

"I can't take it, I've waited long enough.."

[Tabs]

My time has come so I step to the stage
All these so called veterans are at the end of their days
It's been a long time coming, I've ?? a rage
Since '91 the first time I put my pen to the page
As the pendulum swings I stay the course and pay the cost
Can't afford an off-day, I lost while you're dazing off
As the weight of my thoughts anchors me to rock-bottom
I still strive for the top, I'll never stop, you got problems
But it sucks waiting, I don't have enough patience
It's frustrating, that's why I'm dutch blazing
They'll never get the best of me, destiny's my destination
There was many times I planned to hand in my resignation
But lo and behold I was shown the light
After years of slaying crews and paying dues and open mics
Ahead of my time designed, heads were not ready
While you were still in diapers I was killing cyphers at Rock Steady
But it's hard being proud of these little events
When I say three's a crowd I mean it in a literal sense
We hurt and strain
Tryna earn the fame til we lit a wild fire to burn the game in eternal flame
We always condemn men that pimp fallacies
We came a long way but kept that base mental mentality
I can't conceal it, the feeling is strong as fuck
I just can't take it, I've waited long enough...so

"I can't take it, I've long enough.."