​​how terribly human

[Verse 1: luvwillow]
Drugs on me like I'm a goddamn pharmacy
Feel so lonely, no one hit my phone up, got no family
Rope around my neck but it is freezing
I won't tell no one that I am leaving
Jealousy consumes me, I watch it like a movie
​​wristcheck on my wrist, tears appear from nothingness
I keep messing up but I'm used to it
Tell me you don't love me, yeah, I knew it

[Verse 2: poorshame]
Fuck taking my meds, I'm better off dead
I had white sheets, but my wrist dyed them red
Said I'm like an angel, fallen one instead
But my actions [?]
Lying up in agony, but I think I deservе it
Is this how it's gonna be when my whole world еnds?
Feeling isolated, cut off from my best friends
I need someone to comfort me, I'm getting so desperate

[Outro: poorshame]
[?], I don't wanna die tonight
Everyone said not to, but I think the time is right
Said to talk to someone, now I know they're all right
It's too late to save me now, passing on into the light