How Many Times?

[Verse 1]
How many times I couldn't sleep
'Cause I saw you dying in my dreams
How many times you lied to me
Raised my hopes and I believed
So many times you went away
Even though you promised me to stay
You always said soon it'll be ok
But till today nothing's changed

[Chorus]
Now I know it's too late
You lost your soul, you will never change
Your strength of mind wasn't strong enough
You choose this life instead of love
Now I know it's too late
You lost your soul, you will never change
Your strength of mind wasn't strong enough
You choose this life instead of us

[Verse 2]
How many times they said I'm a fool
But as your child I had faith in you
I always thought one day we'll reunite
Leaving hell reaching paradise
But now I know it was just a dream
Now I know it will never be
Beautiful completed family
You'll just exist in my dreams

[Chorus]
Now I know it's too late
You lost your soul, you will never change
Your strength of mind wasn't strong enough
You choose this life instead of love
Now I know it's too late
You lost your soul, you will never change
Your strength of mind wasn't strong enough
You choose this life instead of us