Hope 2 Die

[Chorus]
Yeah I cross my heart and hope to die
I promise ill stay for one more night
I promise I won't die but I never feel alive
I promise I'm okay but I never feel alright
Cuz if I die tonight nobody cry
Cuz no one cared when I was alive
Bury me with all my drugs inside
Bury me cuz I hope to die

[verse]
These voices in my head telling me to fucking go
Can't go another way cuz ion see no other road
Can't go another way cuz this the life i chose
Defined by the past that nobody fucking knows
Nobody fuckin helps so the drugs do thе healing
Can't say how I feel so the drugs do the spеaking
If you think you know me you don't and there's a reason
The real me died and I lost all feelin
How do I hold I hold on when there is no hope
Find me dropped offa tree and hanging from a rope
Cuz ion wanna live I'm sorry this life cold
The cuts hurt worse than the feeling in my soul
They say take it day by day but every days in the way
Its the cause of my pain and god don't help my case
All his time spend on others and I'm afraid
That this night is my last I'm not okay
These feelings in my head
Tonight I might end up dead
All the things that you said
I can't confess
My suicide note, I've lost all hope
My only hope is to die
Its okay you'll be alright

[Chorus]
Yeah I cross my heart and hope to die
I promise ill stay for one more night
I promise I won't die but I never feel alive
I promise I'm okay but I never feel alright
Cuz if I die tonight nobody cry
Cuz no one cared when I was alive
Bury me with all my drugs inside
Bury me cuz I hope to die