Holding On

[Hook: Ariana Grande]
I must crawl through this
I"ll never see the good times unless I stay strong
So I'll keep holding on

[Verse 1: Nalyd Ecitsuj]
I keep holding on despite wantin' to let go
I've thought suicide, just jumping out this window and letting everything go
No more concern, You live and you learn
Playing with fire until I get burned
Life is free but respect is earned
I wanna be cremated but who would keep the urn
Stern,Eminem and Ye' thats what I wanna be Mom
But you spit in my face Mom and said it couldn't happen to me
Bitch, you just jealous because now you work in a factory
Why you always mad at me
Can't wait til' I shove this rap game up your ass an you'll finally see
I don't even think I'm your soon somebody adopt me
Shock sucks but his Mom gives a fuck though
Why is that?
It mean he needs an entourage
I'm not about that
I'm alone with a pencil,thick skin and bones
Rappin' to the wall
I skip lunch to stand in the stall
Ain't got no friends, Don't tell me how the means will justify the ends
Depressed, I am depression
Diary of a mad man when I see the reflection
Fuck school it's the end of session
Gay is what you call me?
Sure I guess I am
If I cared about opinions I wouldn't dress the way I do suckers
My dad hates me too
Selfish motherfucker

[Hook: Ariana Grande]
I must crawl through this
I"ll never see the good times unless I stay strong
So I'll keep holding on
I must crawl through this
I"ll never see the good times unless I stay strong
So I'll keep holding on

[Bridge: Ariana & Nalyd]
The reflection knows my face
I couldn't even recognize her
Who put me in this place
I wouldn't even recognize
The reflection knows my face
I couldn't even recognize her
Who put me in this place
I wouldn't even recognize
I will never be recognized

[Verse 2: Nalyd Ecitsuj]
Hold on for dear life
I want bright lights
I want pyro and I want live mics
Above is holy grail, Below is deadly spikes
Legendary status or else eaten by the mice
Fucking ass, surprised I ain't been shit on atleast thrice
A road less traveled, gotta get it in
Before this God hits the gavel
Last chance do or die
Look down from the tightrope so high
They expect me to fail
They want me to fall, jumping through hoops no help
Got my groove back like Stella, bitches love me like nutella
When life gives you lemons squirt it in its face
When life gives you a taste, Take the kitchen
They milking my raps like I'm the lyricists dairy
Broken umbrella to stop the Hail Mary
My Dad is drugs, My Mom is negativity
Too much above for Nalyd Ecitsuj validity
I'm in a rut that I can't run from
I can't run away from hell
But by doing that I'd only be running away from myself
Make it or fake it
Cobwebs blocking gotta shake em and brake em
May be rough around the edges
I might hide behind lyrical hedges
I must be heard or else I'm gone
Until then I be right here Holdin' on

[Hook: Ariana Grande]
I must crawl through this
I"ll never see the good times unless I stay strong
So I'll keep holding on
I must crawl through this
I"ll never see the good times unless I stay strong
So I'll keep holding on

[Bridge: Ariana & Nalyd]
The reflection knows my face
I couldn't even recognize her
Who put me in this place
I wouldn't even recognize
The reflection knows my face
I couldn't even recognize her
Who put me in this place
I wouldn't even recognize
I will never be recognized

[Hook: Ariana Grande]
I must crawl through this
I"ll never see the good times unless I stay strong
So I'll keep holding on
I must crawl through this
I"ll never see the good times unless I stay strong
So I'll keep holding on

[Piano: Nalyd Ecitsuj]
Who put me here
Who put me here
Who put me here
Who put me here
Who put me here
Who put me here
Who put me here
Who put me here
I'll just keep holding
I'll keep holding
I'll keep holding on, holding on
Holding on
Holding on