Holding On

[Verse 1]
I had a feeling we'd reach an end
This beautiful sonnet will find its closure
No point in holding on, at this point
It might as well bend
Before i force it to fold over
Break and make the earthshake at its joints
You know me - that one so full of resolve
Mind moving so fast forward i broke the proverbial pause
No time to slow down for this cause
Because in this case, when you attempt to move on
The moment you stop, you might as well start over
And i'm not willing to be the cause of congestion
I'm trying to move foward, even with the little i have to prove
Traffic crashes only make good to hold up the motion
And there's no one way to create a dam for this ocean of

[Hook]
Left regrets, i feel nothing less
I'm not good enoughs, and lets make boundaries (x 4)

[Verse 2]
Cuz one of us will eventually cross whats not there
Even though there's meant to be a line, were a bit to scared to make placement
Lets face it, theres no way to fake this makeshift relation of sacred digust
The moment we first lied, we misplaced universal trust its internal lust
And we both know it, even though we'd never show it, or i'd never know it
This was never love
It was a tug of war for who can help who most before time was up
You know thast all we needed, thats all we'd bleed post the defeated
You're so see through i can barely see it, but i can feel the conceited
Mentality you harbor to overshadow your insecure name the lies you tell
To change your plane to a comfortable axis so you can sit comfortably
While we all are going uncomfortably insane

[Verse 3]
Let me excavate, fuck that, evacuate now
Before this factual infactuate goes deeper underground
This is not a you hurt me, its more of an apology
And i wish you never left me, but i'm happy you did
How maybe at the end of the day with no kids
You can be happy with yourself and your newfound fibs
Your newfound glory, your oldtime story you tell over and over unti it gets boring
Because you hate yourself, and you love yourself
You're so confused you trash your worth and spend your wealth
Its all you can do, its all you feel, its all you touch its all you hear
The repetitous redundancy of your family and your peers
Your inner demons blantantly lying in your ears
So when someone who cares, tells you the truth
You're so fucking stubborn, you don't know what to do
But wait