Hit Me

[Verse 1]
Turns out everybody hates me, only ten and I reel in hazing
I would say this stuff don't faze me - but I ain't crazy, well, not yet, maybe
Set the stage for a brand new drama, skinny boy with a vengeful momma
All the stuff they say at church, it kinda hurt but my mom spews worse
So go out and get scorned, then go home and get more
My true self looks deformed, I try my best but I can't conform
But here's a trick to deal with little pricks
A blow to the face only hurts a bit if you predict the hit
Bitch, I'm inviting it

[Hook]
I ain't making friends, I know how this ends
Dealer gave me tens, so hit me, hit me, hit me, hit me
You say that I'll break, boy, this money's fake
I'd rather give so take and hit me, hit me, hit me, hit me

[Verse 2]
They say I'm counting cards, but I'm just hiding scars
You know I won't go far, just trying to hit par
My birdie's in the air, but life ain't playing fair
Wait 'til I hit some green, these holes will bogey me
Come on, come all to the main attraction, the little man made for your satisfaction
Hit me once and feel the action, tear me down to patch your lacking
I'm not real, I pretend to be, nobody knows him, not even me
At ten-years-old trade identity for self-deprecating energy

[Hook]
I ain't making friends, I know how this ends
Dealer gave me tens, so hit me, hit me, hit me, hit me
You say that I'll break, boy, this money's fake
I'd rather give so take and hit me, hit me, hit me, hit me

[Verse 3]
Some people think that I just hide behind a mask
But, truth be told, the mask I wear ain't made of plastic from a cask
See when I bask in my own memory, I tremble at the fact
That when I think of my identity there's missing pieces that I lack
I don't know who I am, I lost him long ago
By playing games like I was normal so my feelings wouldn't show
'Cause when I'd go into a flow of who I was, well then I'd know
I was a creature cursed by others, so I never let him grow

[Interlude]
Ah shit

[Hook] (x2)
I ain't making friends, I know how this ends
Dealer gave me tens, so hit me, hit me, hit me, hit me
You say that I'll break, boy, this money's fake
I'd rather give so take and hit me, hit me, hit me, hit me