Hell and Back

[FrivolousShara]
I’ve been through hell and back
You don’t really want to look at my past
All you see is the mask I wear
You stare but you can’t see the glare prepared
Cast around my head, shoulders, knees, and toes
While we spin around that merry-go merry-go
Uh
Frankly sometimes my lyrics are deeper than an ocean
My poetry is deeper
Let it group dust in the private open
Feeling drained, no gas in the mental tank
Feeling like I’m finna tank
Throw me overboard to sink
My own body.. a water coffin and grave
Killing two birds with one stone
Do I want to be saved?
Look, sometimes I get lonely
Sometimes I get scared
But when’s the last time I released this inner girl in thee air?
She’s buried inside
Trying to torch inflammable memories
With no more than relentless desires that will not leave
Still apologizing for forgiven sins
Enigma keeps her at bay
She’s running from the exorcist

[Moses Background Vocals]
Can you understand that, that I am in a wonderland? Whoa

The truth is my affliction might as well be my addiction
Without it I would not have all of this wise, compound friction
Just restriction
And predictions of my oracle
But now I know, and I am blowing on in the air, steady with the flow
But I am a manifestation of these expectations I am chasing
My self is written in code and no one can translate it
I hope in some form though, you can relate
I can’t be the only one
Going through these lonely suns
In this field of dreams there are no three-leafed clovers
Image creation that I meld over and over
Jogging with my dreams
Feet slapping that pavement
I don’t know about you but I feel I am stepping on satan
If I didn’t have my faults I wouldn’t have possibilities otherwise constructed with a perfect life built to the T
So I am thankful and blessed beyond belief
I’ve said it once before and that means I do believe

[Hook]
Going through hell and back, going through hell and back, going through hell and back
And once again