Frivolous

[Verse 1: FrivolousShara]
Little introvert, tell me what's your worth?
The way you let kids pick on you, it's like you think that you are dirt
Lift up her shirt, scrape up her shoes, push her back a little
She won't do anything and that's why she's monkey in the middle

She's scared of strict parents
They're unapproachable
She keeps her feelings bottled up, she's inconsolable
Unemotional is what she tries to be
But a reaction is what little kids are trying to see
She was a target
No matter how quiet and camouflage
They called her fat, even though she's the thinnest of them all, what's up with that?
They stole her things and called her names on a daily basis
Took advantage of her kindness and then vanished, the blindness
Abandoned at recess
Walking the perimeters of the playground like a reject
That's what she was
She wasn't "cool"
Got picked on with her fellow "nerds"
Didn't know what to do

[Hook]
Imma tell you why
Imma tell you why
Imma tell you why she's fri-fri-frivolous, fri-fri-frivolous, fri-fri-frivolous, fri-fri-frivolous

They call her "white washed" because she doesn't talk "black"
The only smart people are white? Nah, screw that
Those are just colors
They don't define a person
She got her education, this was how she was raised

She would never admit that she was shy, just observant
In doing so she learned a lot about her person
To function normal in society she did this
Learned what made people tick and tock
Yeah, she watched the clock

When she finally talked
No one would listen
So what was the point of having a voice?
If you can't even express and make noise?
She was frivolous before she was Frivolous
No one took her serious
And that's why she's furious
'Cause if you really got to know her, you would be surprised
When her silly surfaced to the public eye
Their eyes wide
Made homegirl chortle
That transformation
Don't judge a book by it's cover
You'll miss the narration

[Hook]

[Verse 2: FrivolousShara]
No longer stepped on, now she's the sole
The soul of a young girl with room to grow
She learned not to give a care
Became a parody rapper
Songs silly like her personality
And after? Thought she would go solo
Been writing since Kindergarten, that was her escape
With the pen, young prodigy, a pro, basking in a fantasy and fiction
Second home

Video games and Anime make her whole
Poet, lyricist, oddball, nerd, abstract mind, free spirit, versatile sound
Oh now they want me around?
Heck yeah they want me around
Because I bring something new
I love the contradiction in my name, do you?
But really I'm an anomaly, a paradox
I can do it all
And I have come too far to suddenly fall
If my younger self could see the things that I am doing
And I told her these would be the dreams that she would be pursuing
She would laugh in my face, maybe even cry
How did she go from being fragile
To holding such strength in those pure eyes?