I originally produced this instrumental to work with Swizzz on this track, as I was inspired by his song “The Lucifer Effect” but ended up putting him on another track.
So it was inspired by being a negative mental case, I still loved the instrumental I made so I went along with it solo.
[Verse 1]
Everyday that I wake, I'm trapped inside my mind
Feeling all sorts of emotions and bleeding outside my kind
I'm that outcast, spread the rumours even if they're not true
They're not true, but you do what you do
You talk shit, you fuck up, you keep screaming up at my lot
I keep sleeping at the cemetery cus its very quiet
I can't hear all your shit any more when I'm sleeping with the dead
This quick sand keeps dragging me down
And filling all my thoughts with hate and negativity
I try to live by the secret and think positivity
But I keep fucking up or your just fucking me up
I dunno if I wanna keep on going on any more
Waking up, fucking up, waking up, fucking up
There's a demon on my back in my brain
Trying to drive me train, right over the track
[Hook]
I'm just being fucked with, psycho, psycho
I'm just being fucked with, psycho, psycho
[Verse 2]
Ugh, where the fuck am I... what the fuck is going on
Snap, right after the pills, I wake up in a fucking straight jacket
"I'm sorry Mr Crusher, but this life you can not hack it
So if you can't fight the public, hmm, yeah your fucked up
So if you want some help" What "this is how we gonna help
Tell you that your crazy and just lock you up and say good bye
You ain't coming back any time soon until those voices in your head stop screaming that your" CRAZY
I know, I should be, I can be, one of them, but I don't wanna be, No!
One everyone of them, Think I wanna kill all them, nah I don't I'm playing bitch
Shut up, Get the fuck out of my head, Get the fuck out of my life and quit fucking with me
And start fucking with your self, get out of my business, I'm not crazy, I'm just being fucked with
[Hook]
I'm just being fucked with, psycho, psycho
I'm just being fucked with, psycho, psycho
Haunted By Negativity was produced by KidCrusher.
KidCrusher released Haunted By Negativity on Wed Dec 01 2010.