​happiness is a dream, but i can’t fall asleep

[Intro: from House M.D.]
"You're being an ass
I just cured a patient, how bout you?
You can't just give up on Wilson
You know he needs you
You know, he knows he's making an impossible choice
He just doesn't wanna live in pain
Life is pain!
I wake up every morning I'm in pain
I go to work in pain
You know how many times I wanted to just give up?
How many times I thought about ending it?"

[Verse 1]
I wish I could see things a different way
Find another canvas to paint
'Cause mine is torn, it’s dirty 'n' grey
I’m talkin bout my own damn brain
I know we’re supposed to grow old
Have a couple kids and share your life with someone but
I don’t think there’s someone out therе for me
I’m as lonely as I'll evеr be

[Hook]
If I left without saying goodbye
Would you look for me or would you cry?
If I left without saying goodbye
Would you look for me or would you cry?

[Verse 2]
This a everyday thing for me
It's a struggle wakin' up without you next to me
Stressin' 'bout the future, what it fuckin' holds
Hopefully somethin' better
This a everyday thing for me
It's a struggle wakin' up without you next to me, ay
Stressin' 'bout the future, what it fuckin' holds
Hopefully somethin better, yeah
I don’t got the energy to feed myself
Barely got the energy to be myself
Hopin' this ends sometime soon
Hopin' this ends sometime soon

[Hook]
If I left without saying goodbye
Would you look for me or would you cry?
If I left without saying goodbye
Would you look for me or would you cry?