Hands

[Intro]
Sorry about the wait
It's good, um could I have a number two A meal large uh, with a Dr. Pepper?
Eight seventy-seven at the first window
Thank you so much
You're welcome

[Verse 1]
Mindfulness is at a low
Watch my peaks and valleys from a paddle boat
Handle shit with tact, got a backbone
Thinking so fast and I act slowly
Going for best dressed in this vacant store
No one thought it possible, I made it so
All the stress on me takes a toll
Itching bad to shy away shine rain or snow
Pain like breaking bones
Time makes the sore decay
Learning how to fly at a boring pace
Still got more to say, thought I'd hit the cap
Nothing prone to change, I just mix and match
Take a portal, stay up where Tristan's at
For a normal day post system crash
Up recording late, I'ma hit the track
Like I own the place, so I'm kicking back

[Pre-Chorus]
I can see things aren't right at a glance
(Who's the guy who has to like push the rock up the hill?)
(Was that Sisyphus?)
(That was me, my bad)
Tryna go fast but you can't
(He just like me, he just like me)
(Imagine like the boulder rolling all the way back down and crushing you and just biting your tongue)
Nothing but time on your hands
Nothing but time on your hands
(And you just accidentally bite your tongue? Aw, fuck)
(I have to start all over, I have to eat the protein bar all over)

[Chorus]
I can't take all this time alone
I sit and wait there to dial your phone when you're away
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Self love's been long overdue
I'm so afraid
I can't take all this time alone
I sit and wait there to dial your phone when you're away
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Self love's been long overdue
I'm so afraid