Halfway House

I dont wanna see the stars anymore
I dont wanna keep in touch
I dont wanna feel used
So i dont think we should talk anymore
I know if i leave first you won't have the chance to hurt me
I got it rehearsed
Learnt to assume the worst
Its the last time you'll see me
Unless ur dreamin
Its the last thing i want
But we can't even talk
I believe that you loved me
But loves not enough
Im not some ground just to walk on to distract you from him
I said to treat me better
You said ur tryin ur best
So much for discourse
You left me with holеs in my chest
Im not the first choice and i ain't cut out for this shit

Im not thе one here to blame
But you dont know what ur sayin
Or what its doin to me
This halfway house doesnt feel like a home
U act so cold and i dont like the snow
Im not the one whos insane
Go 'head and block me girl
Ur no good for me anyway
This halfway house doesnt feel like a home
Ur hearts so cold and id rather be alone

So why do i still miss u
When i got reassurance from the people that mean the most to me?
Its prolly the codependence
Or that this pain is endless
And i dont wanna deal with everything on my own
But what's there left to do
When the only thing i know
Is that i can't rely on you?
Just let me fade away
Yeah i know u werent ready
But we ain't on ur terms anyway