10 missed calls

[Chorus]
10 missed calls
Didn't even hear the phone ring
I really thought that I left that in the old me
Why're your eyes always red?
She still walks through my head
Good God, I've been feelin' so unholy
When I fall, I know no one's there to hold me
If that's all to be said, you can load up the lead

[Post-Chorus]
Why're your eyes always red?
She still walks through my head
If that's all to be said, you can load up the lead

[Verse]
Spent my last 12 months tryna make a couple bucks
Running from my loved ones, I've been hiding
From the life I knew once to the shit I do now
You can't even hear the sound if I'm crying
Long nights smoking blunts till' the sun comes up
I've been faded on my own and I don't give a fuck
If the neighbors gonna watch, take a pic too
It's all good, they won't ever get what we do

[Chorus]
10 missed calls
Didn't even hear the phone ring
I really thought that I left that in the old me
Why're your eyes always red?
She still walks through my head
Good God, I've been feelin' so unholy
When I fall, I know no one's there to hold me
If that's all to be said, you can load up the lead