Good enough

[Verse 1]
You got me thinkin', "How the hell did I get here?"
I was livin' without fear
Of being abandoned, of relying on someone
That way was easier, because I didn't have to trust anyone
I'm not lookin' to have fun
I just want all of your love
I won't be the one to play with your heart
'Cause I know how it feels to have it torn apart

[Chorus]
I, I don't know how to accept a compliment
I, I don't know, I don't know, I'm just not used to it
All my life, I've been talked down to
I've been beaten and abused
I'm still tryna find my truth
And every night, I lay awake and wonder if I'll ever be enough for you
And every night, I wait you to tell me I'm not good enough for you
But I hope that never comes true

[Verse 2]
I don't quite know how you can stand me, darlin'
I'm rude, clingy, obnoxious, and I can get real annoying
I'm clingy because I'm scared to lose you
I get annoying because I don't know how not to
I'm rude because I don't want you to know how much I care
And I'm obnoxious because I want you to see how peaceful it could be if I'm not there
I wanna make you not care
'Cause sweetheart, you make me feel vulnerable and it's got me so scared

[Chorus]
I, I don't know how to accept a compliment
I, I don't know, I don't know, I'm just not used to it
All my life, I've been talked down to
I've been beaten and abused
I'm still tryna find my truth
And every night, I lay awake and wonder if I'll ever be enough for you
And every night, I wait you to tell me I'm not good enough for you
But I hope that never comes true

[Bridge]
If I'm being honest, when it comes to you
I'm never fully certain what to say or do
I get so insecure, even though I know you don't like it
You tell me I'm the only one you want
And I try to find every way to fight it

[Chorus]
I, I don't know how to accept a compliment
I, I don't know, I don't know, I'm just not used to it
All my life, I've been talked down to
I've been beaten and abused
I'm still tryna find my truth
And every night, I lay awake and wonder if I'll ever be enough for you
And every night, I wait you to tell me I'm not good enough for you
But I hope that never comes true

[Verse 3: MC Pizza]
Good enough? I ain't good enough
Gifted kid got me sick, I'm throwin' up
I'm good at fucking up and makin' a mess
And I don't think these issues will ever be addressed
"Why don't you think you're good enough?" Gee, I wonder why
Let's start with my parents, who apparently think they did fine
They put me in a school to tell me I'm bright and smart
And now I hate those words ten fold, I know in life I ain't goin' far
I think I'm dumb and I think I'm really stupid
But when I say those words, I really mean I'm useless
Life is a competition just to get lethal injection
The way my life is going, I'm good enough to end up in prison
I reject all compliments, and I only get a few a year
A bit of a double standard, I guess you could call that shit queer
The first person I ever loved I didn't think I was good for them
That love came and went, and they thought they same for themselves
Insecurities hinder us all in more ways than one
I don't wanna find love 'cause all they'll do is run
I wanna be good enough for me before I'm good enough for somebody else
I can't half ass that shit, so I put it off with an "Oh well"
I ain't good enough for this, I ain't good enough for that
To be honest, I don't even think I'm good enough for rap