Every single time

[Verse]
Every single time we fight
I just about lose my mind
I swear to God, I'd rather die
Than hear you say that it's my fault you cry
Am I in your head, like you're always in mine?
The thought of you drives me crazy more than half of the time
But the sight of you brings me to tears and that's why
It breaks my heart to hear you say that you're "Fine"
Because every time you say it, I know you're lyin'
For God's sake, I wish just once, that you could trust me
And every time you say you're not enough, please
Just stop, you know that you're a hypocrite
'Cause when I say the same, you get mad and I'm so over it
Some people wonder why I hate the Christmas season
Because everyone I've loved, I've lost
They've turned and left me bleedin'
And I can't bear to lose you too
But when company's over, will you tie me up and toss me in the attic?
Will you just watch as every day, my thoughts, they turn to static?
Will I embarrass you?
With my crude jokes and passionate conversations
Will you give me the chance to rise above my station?
To be more than just in the friend zone?
For once, I want someone who I can call my own
Someone who I can be confident they won't leave me
Someone who will reassure me that they need me
Someone who will love me for all of me, and only me
Someone who, if given the chance, will free me
I see that in you, so I need you to save me
From the cage I've been trapped in
From this seat I've been strapped in
To pass the time, we'd do arts and crafts and-
Never mind, give me a second to check myself
Before I wreck myself
Before I say something and end up collecting dust on a shelf
For my whole life, I've never been sure of myself
You tell me that I'm beautiful every day and well
I won't believe you, as much as I try, I can't
After my storm, there won't be much ground left for you to stand
Did you have this planned?
Will you be there to take my hand?
Please, tell me now because I can't stand
To wait, to be patient and polite
I'll wait though, because..
We're always and forever, right?