Gold coins change and doubloons

[Intro]
Sit
Don't waste it
When I'm out I twitch
Yeah, yeah

[Hook]
Change is heavy
Some change necessary
This change esoteric
Trust me, you just wouldn't get it
I'm looking right at the fork in the road, can't figure out which way's better
Really I just need a exit
Sometimes I just get desperate

[Verse]
Nothing’s left over when I pay rent
Goes to groceries and insurance
I don't wanna act like I'm not blessed
I don't even know if I desеrve it
I'm looking right at myself in the mirror
I still feel likе I don't exist
Thought with age I would understand this shit
But as I got older just made less sense

[Bridge]
Shit
It's a trick
It's a trap
How 'bout that?
Where you is?
You better watch your back
'Cause

[Hook]
Change is heavy
This change necessary
Trust me you just wouldn't get it
This change esoteric
I'm looking right at the fork in the road, can't figure out which way's better
Really I just need a exit
Sometimes I just get desperate

[Sample: Bear in the Big Blue House]
Oh. But bad dreams aren't real, right bear?
No they're not. And there is no such thing as monsters