Going Dumb

[verse 1]: Lunar C
Filling my ashtray, sitting in the fog until I fall asleep
Killing brain cells like they've done something wrong to me (to me)
Sometimes I sit any wonder what I want to be
If I tried to finish school, and never started burning weed
But I try not to dwell on what I can't change
I got somewhere to be and I ain't even halfway
Acting blasé, to tell you the truth it plays with my head
I suffer anxiety and get shooting pains in my chest
And it used to make me in debt, now I earn a little bit more
Sorted out my money, but my mind is still a jigsaw
All this shit you taught me I'm normal?, I'm twisted
Parents used to saw I'm a sammy short of a picnic
So I ain't no one you should look up to
My heads tapped like I'm playing 'duck, duck, goose'
Its cool, you can do things your way
But I'm gonna do what I've always done
Yeah me and my crew all blaze up, going dumb

[Hook]
Going dumb
Going dumb
Going.. going..
Going dumb

[Verse 2]: Lunar C
I spend all day thinking 'bout nothing in particular
Came to the conclusion that I'm probably an idiot (an idiot) (haha)
I think the problem is I'm ignorant
And if you ever told me that I probably wasn't listening
Walking into meetings, high, trying to blend it
They can see by the red in my eyes that I ain't sober
I'm desensitized, my hearts cold
I wish I could reset my mind and start over
If I met the old me then I'd slap him and tell him 'thanks for nothing'
I'm not the person that I was when I was at the bottom
We're both different that's the only thing we have in common
I just wish that I remembered more than I've forgotten
But I made my bed and I'm lying in it no regrets, no time for it
I ain't gotta tiptoe 'round, and fuck you if you don't like it bitch
It's cool, you can do things your way
But I'm gonna do what I've always done
Yeah me and my crew all blaze up, going dumb

[Hook]