Goin

[Chorus]
I keep goin goin goin goin for the dope to cope
I don't know what's going on
I'm thinking I should hold on
I'm goin goin goin goin goin for the dope to cope
I don't know what's going on
Keep thinking I should hold on

[Verse]
I don't wanna fade away
I might as well just kill my fate
I tried to find my energy
To fix my will and all my hate
I'm lying just to pave the way
Everything is up to me
All these broads they look for treats
But they keep flexing empty tweets
Fronting and bumming I'm working for hunnits
I'm stumbling I'll stutter the troubles I wonder
I'm buzzing I'm dumbing I'm rushing to mumble
I'm tossing through ruble to pick up the hustle
Feeling everything I might as well just bask in beams
I try to find my energy
I'm sleeping right through all my dreams

[Bridge]
Disaster all up in my mind
And everyday I wonder why
I'm always sitting in my head
I really wanna go outside
I'm tired of thinking suicide
Everyday I wanna die
No exit to my fucking head
I really wanna see the sky

[Verse 2]
I can't see the game
And there's nothing else to gain
I be walking through the rain
Cause I'm lost up in my brain
Ya it wants to see the rays
But the clouds keep them away
I be dealing with these daunting thoughts I guess I can't explain
I'm always sensing everything is mental
I'm always running into
Everything I've been through
But I don't wanna pour 2
I think I just want more blues
I'm starting off my morning
With dope and benz oh lord man
Ya I can't see the end of it
Cause all I do is empty it
Into my cup i envy it
Drive right into this empty ditch
My mind resists but I pretend
That everything is interesting when really I'm just listening to nothing cause I'm missing things

[Chorus]
I keep goin goin goin goin for the dope to cope
I don't know what's going on
I'm thinking I should hold on
I'm goin goin goin goin goin for the dope to cope
I don't know what's going on
Keep thinking I should hold on

[Bridge]
Disaster all up in my mind
And everyday I wonder why
I'm always sitting in my head
I really wanna go outside
I'm tired of thinking suicide
Everyday I wanna die
No exit to my fucking head
I really wanna see the sky
I really wanna see the sky
I really wanna see the sky