Elevators Slowed

Don't just trust it
It just killed my angels
I can not build without all my sins
I might not make it
Everything I try to do is all up to my patience
I can't feel without all of these thrills
I might not make it

So I'm loving the rush
And I'm killing my lungs
I be dumbing it down till I'm feeling a buzz
I be running it up till my wrists have been cut
Now I'm stuck and in love with the high up above
These diamonds slit my wrists and neck
Everyday spends all my checks
All these bitches open bruh
But never close their fucking legs

God I hope this isn't just a favor
Drifting through the clouds I can't believe I fucking made it
I've been going up and down I'm trapped in elevators
I've been holding onto hеll I can't believe I madе it

Running running running running
Everyone has run from something
Numbing numbing numbing numbing
Everyone keeps numbing something

Don't just trust it
It just killed my angels
I can not build without all my sins
I might not make it
Everything I try to do is all up to my patience
I can't feel without all these thrills
I might not make it

Don't let go
I hear em on the phone oh no
She's leaving cause I'm gone oh well
I'm living like a god oh ya

Depression is all in confessions you might even guess it
It wasn't a message
A question affection is fucking a blessing when everyone's testing aggressions to go thru dimensions
Dipped my pen in the ash
I can feel it burn the pad
I can feel it in our past
Watch my chains dangle then drag

God I hope this isn't just a favor
Drifting through the clouds I can't believe I fucking made it
I've been going up and down I'm trapped in elevators
I've been holding onto hell I can't believe I made it

Everyone I see are reasons
I know I'm just up I need it
Hearts wasting I know it's bleeding
You're too cold it's fucking freezing
I can see her eyes she means it
Fall apart into these pieces
She can free my darkest heathens
Watch me stop my life this season
Pray for me
Oh please baby
I might succeed
Just wait for me
Feel the rain wash down your seams
I fight my demons but they don't bleed

Don't just trust it
It just killed my angels
I can not build without all my sins
I might not make it
Everything I try to do is all up to my patience
I can't feel without all these thrills
I might not make it x2

Don't let go
I hear em on the phone oh no
She's leaving cause I'm gone oh well
I'm living like a god oh ya