God Sent Me Down

As humans, we can all relate to when were feeling vulnerable
I'm not here to preach but I know karma always comes for you
I don’t wanna live my life content and feeling comfortable
Cos if I am not working hard then life is just insufferable
They fuck with you, and chew you up, play around and spit you out
I'm not here for games; best believe I will not wait around
If you don’t know my name then I need volume when I make a sound
I dedicate a decade to these lyrics that I'm saying now
Listen I'm just feeling done, sick of always feeling numb
Never fun, getting dumped; I just wanna pack and run
Tryna be a better person I just hate what I’ve become
Tryna make my parents proud the first-born and the only son
Like how, wow, want it all to happen now
Tryna find the thing I love but where art thou
I hope the demons from my past can see me now
I won’t be beaten, there's a reason, God sent me down

It’s the arrival, of a different type of human being
What you’re seeing, is something you should believe in, I'm
Grieving, because the last of me got fucked and got defeated
I'm scheming to conquer Satan and battle my inner demons
I'm squeamish, because I'm sick of feeling shit like I am feces
Still get gassed when I am giving out my cd’s as some freebies
And my EP is a masterpiece a masterclass in breathing
I just want a couple bitches in bikinis with martinis
I'm freely, just living out my wishes, you can’t get in my division
Murder any rapper let me see if there's some fight left in him
I don’t need your proposition, please don’t question my decisions
Completing my mission, with precision, my vision, is so ridiculous
Mix with us? we don’t need your pessimism
I need your criticism, I just spit with heroism
Treat the beat the beat terrorism; blowing up’s my intuition
I'm a futuristic child of god don’t test my narcissism

Listen I don’t wanna talk
I don’t wanna play any games I am here for me
What I knew before, what I know now
I don’t really know what I should believe
I don’t wanna settle down, I just wanna let it out
Somebody save me now
‘cos sitting in the dark, don’t show we are
I won't be beaten there's a reason
I force myself to write lyrics, whilst sitting on a train
On my way into the capital to party at a rave
I turned myself into a DJ now but most of it’s unpaid
Me and will been getting taxis with the DDJ and PA
I'm having dreams of LA, I can't wait to see the states
I want a girl like Emma Watson but with Kendall Jenners face
I need to get a grip because I'm 21 and lately
All I do is harm my body and I'm fucking going crazy
Blaow, please can you help me cope
My life is hanging by the thread of a rope, tied round my throat
Every morning ive been hanging from the whiskey and the coke
I'm living risky, but it’s been 4 years since I was broke
Now I'm working hard, kicking ass, making beats and spitting bars
Jump on stage with asher roth, make the crowd gassed and dance
I hope the demons from my past can see me now
I won’t be beaten, there's a reason, God sent me down

Bloaw, please can you help me grow
I'm tryna find a better place I can go
You can look inside my darkest vessel, still I glow
You think the outer aliens still even see our globe?
Like how, wow, need it all to happen now
Tryna find the thing I love but where art thou
I hope the demons from my past can see me now
I won’t be beaten, there's a reason, God sent me down