Gasoline

Pour up the drink with gasoline
Hope tonight I don't sleep
Hope tonight I feel nothing
Ready to die my wrist start flowing
My wrists are flowing

Everyone tell me
Keep on living, Lorelei
You've got use, you don't wanna die
I'm done with this stuff, I've given up
"I'm crazy and messed up" I don't know what to do
2020 21 22 I'm still a kid
Not much in my head
Nothing to give
Life is a blur and I don't want to live

End of this story, I swear I'm really hurt
I did all of this but I still swear I feel cursed
I can't explain any of this stuff with words
All I know is that it really, really hurts

Even if I find a cure
Is there something to live for
Will I be something of worth
Will I be something of worth
Will I have a new rebirth
Will I be someone that I can understand
I want to understand myself
Will I have a new rebirth
Will I understand?

Pour up the drink with gasoline
Hope tonight I don't sleep
Hope tonight I feel nothing
Ready to die my wrist start flowing

And it's down the alley
I know how to do it
Every time I see the lines
I start spewing
Pouring out my guts from all this heartache
I can't imagine life without hurting

And I watch it all wither away
Away
Away

Growing old and I keep on withering away
Body black hole and it starts to disintegrate
Don't know I ever pray
Can't change this it just stays the same
Woke up forget about breathing
Going to sleep but never dreaming
Think I'm so hopeless I can't be saved
Live your life without me

Pour up the drink with gasoline
Hope tonight I don't sleep
Hope tonight I feel nothing
Ready to die my wrist start flowing
My wrists are flowing