At what cost

My heart it breaks at what cost
My heart it breaks at what lost - my hope is empty
I look at myself in the mirror
I can't be what you want me to be

You want it all and you tried
There is no reason no light
The passing hours the lost time
And there is every reason left to cry
I wish it wasn't so cold
I wish I felt a bit better
The seasons keep changing
And I still feel bitter

Day after day and year after year
Nothing ever gonna change anyways
All I keep doing is wandering around
And wonder why it stays the same

The world is more beautiful to me
Than you could ever be
I've seen things you couldn't dream of -
Like the colors dancing around me..

Feeling frenzied by the emptiness that you leave
Hearts don't shatter, they're built to break

My heart it breaks at what cost
My heart it breaks at what lost - my hope is empty
I look at myself in the mirror
I can't be what you want me to be